I
forget when I started to convince that what happened during a year is related
to how I celebrate my new year. In case if it full of sins than the year ahead
would be difficult but if I spent it by worshipping and praying I thought it
would make my life easier for the next year.
I
called this 2016 as a year of failure as the important point that is I failed
at all the scholarships I applied which this one is my priority target. I
involved in the relationship that did not work and had lots of argument then it
made me choose to leave the city, I lost my confident, I survived, but he
betrayed. Keep it cool.
It
was in February, I got 540 for my TOEFL test which is less only 10 point from
the basic target. I failed
It
was in April, I got an email from Institute Technology Bandung admission, I
failed
It
was in June, I got an email from Turkey Scholarship, I Failed
It
was in July, I got an email form Australia Award Scholarship, I failed again…
It
was in September, my dream fall apart. The Fulbright. I failed
I
begin to think there must be many people who is try harder, pray harder, study
harder, and put more effort than myself. I should do it more and even harder.
Rebuilding myself and encouraging myself. Best of Luck!!!
I wish for the better 2017, Insya Allah…
